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Missing October

by J. Coursey Willis

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1.
Walk On 03:51
Heaven tells him there’s an angel Sent to help him with his pain But this guilt trip ain’t getting longer, it seems Let alone all his mistakes Screams fill this room with laughter After the bodies all hit the floor He once believed that he needed, he wanted But he don’t want an angel anymore… he said Walk on by me Walk on down the road Walk on by me But before you go, I’d like you to know Heaven sent you too damn slow Sitting on his porch, head in hands He knows damn well he’s lost his torch Long ago a young child, once sweet and mild Now it seems that father’s got bad intentions, he’s got infections And the day comes, he won’t go home again… he said Walk on by me Walk on down the road Walk on by me But before you go, I’d like you to know Heaven sent you too damn slow If it burns hurt into your mind, well, I guess I’m doing just fine If it burns hurt into your eyes, well, I guess I’m doing just fine Walk on by me Walk on down the road Walk on by me But before you go, I’d like you to know Heaven sent you too damn slow
2.
Fools 04:07
Mama, I’m sorry that you came You had to see this wreck of a man in shame And father, well, I’m sorry I let you down But it’s the only way that I know how... you see I’m here to hurt you, and I’ll see it through At least that’s the only thing that I know how to do Truly and see how I make due Is to make all of the others feel that they are fools And brother, I’m sorry I bruised your face I tore down your walls out of my own disgrace And sister, I’m sorry that you’ve never seen My face is twisted from all of the screaming... you see I’m here to hurt you, and I’ll see it through At least that’s the only thing that I know how to do Truly and see how I make due Is to make all of the others feel that they are fools I’ll hurt you, and I’ll see it through At least that’s the only thing that I know how to do Truly and see how I make due Is to make all of the others feel that they are fools Hey girl, I’m sorry I caused you pain I know the words hurt like needles in your veins Amy, well I’m sorry ‘bout all these scars Indeed, the mirror cuts and holds like prison bars... and now I’m here to hurt you, and I’ll see it through At least that’s the only thing that I know how to do Truly and see how I make due Is to make all of the others feel that they are fools Hurt you, well, I’ll see it through At least that’s the only thing that I know how to do Truly and see how I make due Is to make all of the others feel that they are fools
3.
Here you see me run through the fields under moonlight at midnight Trying to free myself from the demons, they are always biting See this soul on my sleeve, ragged from valid attempts to flee But they still follow me yeah, how they still follow me They still follow, now they still follow me What else can I be as long as they still follow me? They still follow, yeah they still follow me How else can I breathe as long as they still follow me? Here I run dirt road under feet, will they follow me to my grave? ... My final resting place All the years spent countless times wondering what was in line for me But you see, they still follow me They still follow, yeah they still follow me What else can I be as long as they still follow me? They still follow, I cannot be free How else can I breathe as long as they still follow me? They still follow, please set me free Long eternity, as they still follow me Oh, the more I plea, no they still follow me They’re still inside of me, inside of me, yeah Still follow, still follow, still follow, now they still follow me! Still follow, still follow, still follow, now they still follow me! For eternity, down onto my knees, they’re inside of me Yeah, they still follow me For eternity, down onto my knees, they’re inside of me NOW THEY STILL FOLLOW ME! Still follow, still follow, still follow, now they still follow me! Still follow, still follow, still follow, now they still follow me!
4.
Rain 03:38
Please let it rain today, my skin is so burned now Cover me like a blanket covers her Blue skies just go away Watch the birds all congregate And let these waves break down this cell And pull me back from hell It’s crowded in my head sometimes It feels like I’m already dead It’s crowded in my head sometimes So take me, and lay me back down to bed Please let it rain This same old place, but it’s awful cold Footsteps spread down this dead end road Locked doors all surrounding me I don’t know where I should be So let these chains break down this cell And pull me back from hell It’s crowded in my head sometimes It feels like I’m already dead It’s crowded in my head sometimes So take me, and lay me back down to bed Please let it rain I told you that I didn’t really know Which way that this dirt road goes Bury me in another damn scene Speak the words that you really mean Only one of us just walks away The other one’s left in a goddamn grave now Pull the trigger don’t you ever let it linger And lay my head on this concrete pillow And it’s crowded in my head sometimes It feels like I’m already dead It’s crowded in my head sometimes So take me, and lay me back down to bed Please let it rain
5.
Save Me 04:03
Long ago, trampled under foot unknown So slow, we buried these bad memories Now I cave under pressure from your mind So save me, so I don’t have to suffer, please You go and you can look away one more time But once you’re gone, my sanity flees, and I need it Can’t you see it? Look at these eyes and study what’s inside See, I needed you But you looked away, look away one more time Don’t cry me a river, because this river done run dry I won’t find my way back home If you can’t save me from my own mind Sad face cripples me in my place A head of guilt and thoughts, they still remind me That day, I laid in wait for the dead To take away, take me from my mind again You go and you can look away one more time But once you’re gone, my sanity flees, and I need it Can’t you see it? Look at these eyes and study what’s inside See, I needed you But you looked away, look away one more time Don’t cry me a river, because this river done run dry I won’t find my way back home If you can’t save me from my own mind Can’t you see it? Look at these eyes and study what’s inside See, I needed you So you looked away, look away one more time Don’t cry me a river, because this river done run dry I won’t find my way back home No, I won’t find my way back home If you can’t save me from my own mind Save me from my own mind Save me from my own mind
6.
Remember that road that you found me on? What were you looking for? Did you find the one, and only one? Or was it just another broken door? Did you see that tree with the hole beside her? It's where I used to go, and it's where I lost my soul And I'm telling you to please keep moving on ‘Cause I'm stitching up all that I've got wrong And I'll find myself someday I'm not giving up just yet But would you take my hand? Show me where this long road ends And I just hope you’ll understand That I'm doing the best I can With all of these untended partial threads Your broken heart, you’ll find instead But you're all inside me now I keep fighting with these ghosts in the mirror They haunt me through the dead of the night This old room that I can't see clearer Well, I'll walk you through, but I never turn on the light And I'm telling you to please keep moving on ‘Cause I'm stitching up all that I've got wrong And I'll find myself someday I'm not giving up just yet But would you take my hand? Show me where this long road ends And I just hope you’ll understand That I'm doing the best I can With all of these untended partial threads Your broken heart, you’ll find instead And you're all inside me now Inside me now! Inside me now! You're all inside me now!

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Missing October is my debut EP release recorded in Baltimore, MD at Wright Way Studios by Steve Wright (Mos Def, Slipknot, Jah Works, SR71) and Mastered at Goldtone Masterworks by Tony Eichler (BMG, Columbia Records, Disney, Lionsgate, Lucasfilm, Warner Bros. Records).

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released May 31, 2015

Written by: J. Coursey Willis
Produced by: Bryan Ewald, Steve Wright, J. Coursey Willis

Bryan Ewald: Guitar
Rami Jaffee: Hammond B3 Organ
Dan Carlisle: Bass
Jason Butcher: Drums
J. Coursey Willis: Vocals, Guitar

Recorded at: Wright Way Studios & The Elsewhere Room
Mixed at: Wright Way Studios
Mastered at: Goldtone Masterworks
Artwork by: Tucker Joenz, J. Coursey Willis
Photography by: Tucker Joenz

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Described as “The imagined child of Jim Morrison and Alanis Morissette,” J. Coursey Willis is an alternative rock figure, known for poignant lyrics and a brooding sound. He explores themes of addiction, despair, heartbreak, and tragedy. With a voice akin to Eddie Vedder and Layne Staley, fans appreciate his introspective songs for their nostalgia, raw honesty, and beauty amidst the darkness. ... more

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