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Mama, I’m sorry that you came
You had to see this wreck of a man in shame
And father, well I’m sorry I let you down
But it’s the only way that I know how ... you see

I’m here to hurt you and I’ll see it through
At least that’s the only thing that I know how to do
Truly and see how I make due
Is to make all of the others feel that they are fools

And brother, I’m sorry I bruised your face
I tore down your walls out of my own disgrace
And sister, I’m sorry that you’ve never seen
My face is twisted from all of the screaming ... you see

- Chorus -

Hey girl, I’m sorry I caused you pain
I know the words hurt like needles in your veins
Amy, well I’m sorry ‘bout all these scars
I see the mirror cuts and holds like prison bars ... and now

- Chorus -


from Missing October, released May 31, 2015
Written by: J. Coursey Willis
Produced by: Bryan Ewald, Steve Wright, J. Coursey Willis

Bryan Ewald: Guitar
Rami Jaffee: Hammond B3 Organ
Dan Carlisle: Bass
Jason Butcher: Drums
J. Coursey Willis: Vocals

Recorded at: Wright Way Studios & The Elsewhere Room
Mixed at: Wright Way Studios
Mastered at: Goldtone Masterworks
Artwork by: Tucker Joenz, J. Coursey Willis
Photography by: Tucker Joenz



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J. Coursey Willis Stevensville, Maryland

J. Coursey Willis creates grungy alternative rock built on an acoustic foundation with elements of blues delivered with regret-less howling soulful vocals.

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