“How I Sleep” is a dark back woods alternative rock song with a theatrical flare. It’s about losing touch with your mind and seeking vengeance on those who have wronged you in life, be it family, friend, or foe. Listen closely and you too may hear the voices within.
lyrics
Going on down the river,
gonna see my girl again.
She never loved me too much, boy,
but she’s the best I ever did.
Going on down the river,
gonna see my long-lost friends.
They don’t know I’m coming, lord
and this never has a happy end.
I’m gonna show them how to bleed.
I’m gonna show them how I sleep.
Going on down the river,
gonna see my pops again.
He claimed that he loved me, boy,
but he can fake that bullshit grin.
Going on down the river,
gonna see my momma again.
She never cared too much for me,
but she damn sure could pretend.
I’m gonna show them how to bleed.
I’m gonna show them how I sleep.
Yeah, show them how I sleep ... that’s right.
Sleepin’ under them pines,
yeah, the stars, they look good at night.
Well, they say I’m doing just fine.
Well, I’m gonna take my time.
Hidden under them pines,
making sure I do this right.
They say I’m doing just fine.
Well, I’m gonna take my time.
Heading on down the river,
gonna see my brother again.
Watch out for snakes and wolves
‘cause he damn sure never did.
Heading on down the river,
gonna see my sister again.
Swears that she’s straightened up
for the sake of all them kids.
I’m gonna show them how to bleed.
Yeah, and I’m gonna show them how I sleep.
I’m gonna show them how to bleed.
Oh, I’m gonna show them how I sleep.
credits
from High Tide Lies,
track released October 27, 2023
J. Coursey Willis: Vocals, Guitar
Scott Von Ensign of The Last Year: Guitar, Bass, Synth
Song written by J. Coursey Willis
Produced by Scott Von Ensign, J. Coursey Willis
Written & Recorded May 2019 - July 2023 in a basement studio tucked away in Baltimore
Mixed & Mastered by Scott Von Ensign
Artwork & Design by J. Coursey Willis
Described as “The imagined child of Jim Morrison and Alanis Morissette,” J. Coursey Willis is an alternative rock figure,
known for poignant lyrics and a brooding sound. He explores themes of addiction, despair, heartbreak, and tragedy. With a voice akin to Eddie Vedder and Layne Staley, fans appreciate his introspective songs for their nostalgia, raw honesty, and beauty amidst the darkness....more
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